the way i'd love

the way i'd love,
would be insane!
you either can go away,
or bear the pain...
i wouldn't want
you to hang-on.
leave me alone,
don't stand like a moron!!
i'd call you
when i would need.
bit it won't be emotional,
just, for the sake, a creed.

the way i'd love,
duh! i'm so pissed!!
you're so damn sensitive.
next time, give sentiments a miss.
you may have to
come wearing a mask.
even i do!
but, camouflage fast!
damn, you take ages
to even get what i say.
is there a direct link to your brain?
or your eardrum has clogged away?

the way i'd love,
is no love at all!!
because i didn't think
before loving that cannibal!!

yea, i was at your place once,
and, guess, i'm still there.
because love happens once in life.
to this, i still adhere.
i know it hurts to be trampled upon,
yet somehow i've let it be.
stone-cold...did you call me?
yea, right! who asked you to love me??

listen, no hard feelings,
it seems funny to note...
your feelings get reciprocated
just when you go numb and dope!
i can say sorry.
but i do not feel so.
dude, you're still a baby!!
grow up! learn to forgo!
don't ask me why can't i?
because if you've ever observed,
i'm devoid of all these emotions...
i gave them all when i loved.