Wednesday, August 19, 2009

a word...

this dingy room, right now,
is clustered with cobwebs from my pasts.
i feel like taking a broom and clean-up.
but i can't.
i just cannot.
happiness is totally spaced out.
i wanna scream!
i wanna scream at all those people
who are aliens to my memory-land now.
this won't hurt.
it shouldn't!

its him... again!
what am i really wanting?
he's so hurting me right now.
i wanna run away from him.
but i'm not sure if i can.
my masochistic tendencies take over.
he was so ethereal.
now he's just another boy-
a regular boy
with dreams of an extraordinary world!
is it possible,
to want and hate someone
at the same time?
why am i even thinking about him?

"LOVE"!!!
oh! right.
what a word!
but just a word.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Indivisualism is the best MANTRA to get out of one sided love...moreover, one must accept that it was him/her, who turned love into crinspiration coz he/she has got the guts to pen up emotions on paper...it's not easy these days to find a true love...most of the guys & girls r common or regular since love is concerned, but exploring the intensity of feelings in the form of poems makes someone special..\m/

MAHI said...

god!! u almost take most of my words away!!