do u??....would u???

do u hear me wen i cry?
do u see me wen i try?
do u know how hard it is
to learn to live like this
wen ur unsure of even the "Goodbye"!?!

do u feel i pine for u?
do u know it is all true?
i've been waiting endlessly
thinking, for once u would see
how i ache... how much i love u!!

is it so irritating that u can't care?!?
i'm just asking, not lashing in despair...
thinking i might somewhere make a difference
y r u so blind to my reverence!?!
i'm so scared of myself, and d fears go deep
i just hope u'd recognise before away i'd creep...
these dungeons resonate with voices from all around.
amidst them, its my voice that drowns...
sometimes i feel i would be better off somewhere else
but i can't even get close to being someone, can't let no-one delve.

do u care if i'm there or not?
would u tell me, precise and short?
am i an useless obligation? then get rid of me!!
but just tell me once, i'd sure let u be...
y r u like my cure and my clot??

there are questions abundant, but i can't ask.
its like, now, even before u, i put-on a mask!!
never thought a time would come like such
when we'd be still quiet after a silent hunch...
and to bear it all is a real tedious task.

so much i've been saying to u of late
r these words effective or they trigger hate?
sorry, 'coz i thought u'd listen, so i thought aloud in haste!
bickering, here i go again, its what i'm good at...
do u think i'm begging u for sympathy!?! too bad!!
i thought, coz we were friends once, i can tell u y i'm sad.
r we not friends? oh! no more!?!?
i should have guessed it all before...
but, baby, u've compelled me to be unsure!!

would u believe me if i'd say
its u i wanna hold all the way?
would u turn ur back on me and sleep?
even when u know that i am weak!?!
r u really going? kay...have a nice day...

am i such a see-through pipe?
molten, smothered deep inside
does this reason suffice u,
to know that things have really turned blue?
can u try to love me once before i'd die!?!