Thursday, December 24, 2009

...from NO rehab...

the words shatter to meaninglessness.
the meanings cease to horizons.
its just your voice wafting idly
the symptoms of my chronic addiction.
shouldn't have let you conquer me completely
yet, could i have had said "No"?
it feels so good enough...

the grounds are tangents no more.
such sinister partners to your charms.
its just this harbinger of some feelings
pouring out your countenance to life.
shouldn't have let you talk to me so sweetly
its a grotesque divulgence.
yet it feels good enough...

and i completely lost myself
is it only fair to be at your mercy?
but i can't want it no other way.
you are the cancer that ate me up...
why does it still feels good enough?

6 comments:

Unknown said...

Because you jumped in the ring of fire Knowing you would burn.
Pretty masochistic, this love is, no? :)

MAHI said...

ask me!!!
yes...it is!!!
and did i ever tell u///
masochism is HOT!

Shadow said...

U allowd people to move on thou u knw dat dey cud wait 4 U... and u always knew dat dey all were only be heading only upto der destinations...
"Wat next" is wat ur soul wants to seek . . . all dat u can allow urself to do is laugh which neither xpresses happiness nor disappointment.

MAHI said...

Osho.....
lecture!?!

Anonymous said...

wasting precious ink in hopeless helplessness ...yawwwwwwwnnn!!

MAHI said...

u done wid it?