The Answer

why do i think;

why you're so far?

why are you so distant?

no! i shouldn't!

i've tried to hate you

still i failed to see through.

oh, love!

why am i so lame?

let me be.

i should let you be.

before i'm far too gone.

before nothing can be done.

i've tried to tell myself

it would be so better

to keep going our separate ways

for all you care, you're off.

so hold off.

you should hold off.

it's the one thing i've known.

i see you everyday

its so wrong in every way.

i stand far off trying to tell you

don't hear me, though, please

'cause i'm in love.

i'm in love.

boy, act deaf!

go on acting deaf

before you're too far gone

and nothing can be done.

'cause without me you got it all.

so hold off.

without me you got it all.

so be gone.

without me you'd be better.

without me you couldn't deter.

so hold on.

'cause with you, i've got no fight.

and i know this ain't right.

i'll have to be gone...

Forsaken

don't look at me.
don't come out 'n' open
keep hiding
behind those clouds opaque
even if i know u can see me
i don't want you to know
that even i can break
even i can look inside
and find another
worthless waste inside me.

there's something wrong.
isn't it?
you can see
but can you feel?
i don't see.
i don't know.
but its like there is
this dead butt
stubbed in my head.
and it still curls smoke...
remains of the last fag.

No! don't look at me.
i'm ragged and so withered.
i'm a downer in the deep.
i feel i'm so doomed.
i feel like on a razor
with edges that shall cut me.
i feel Forsaken.