Not the last time

ain't new, this hurt
the sore you gave
another bruise upon
a perfectly made-up lie
and this won't be the last time.
it hadn't been the first one either!

shall i shed the tears
or should i save them to playact?
it's been long since
i've cried on something genuine
and that's why i can cry on you!
it won't be the last time i'll cry
coz it won't be the first one!

i don't feel the pain
no agony over an unfelt loss
you haven't gone, i know!
you'll come back
when i'll be trying to smile!
it won't be the last goodbye, i know.
coz, precisely, it isn't the first one either!